Thursday, March 13, 2008

Goodbye.

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me


Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left,
you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, ever forget
These images
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me


Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?


Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.







As hard as it is to say Goodbye my lover. If its meant to be then it will happen later on and this is just another step in the way. I just have to trust in the Lord and let him lead me in the ways I'm supposed to go. It's hard to not call him and talk to him esp. since he wont even tell me that he is moving on he told my best friend. I do believe that he will always have a place in my heart. I've put my guard up. I'm not going to let someone else hurt me the way Bradley has. I know I have most likely hurt him in some ways as well and for that I am sorry. but life must go on. Well thanks for reading.


btw. if you leave my a comment check back to that post because I will reply to your comments in the same post. :)


kay thanks.

- Raven.



ps. i tried to put a video on from youtube of this song because the girl that sings it sings it absolutely beautiful.. butt it never would show up.. but go to youtube.com and type in almost lover by a fine frenzy and watch the third video down. :)

2 comments:

Chick4Christ said...

Hey sweet girl. I'm so proud of you! this is really the best decision!

Also,
No boy is worth crying over,
and the one who is, wont make you cry!

:)

Raven said...

Thanks. :)